Barcelona

I´m here!
So yesterday my arrival was the longest day ever. I napped from 11pm to midnight then woke up again to work on my essay. Then left my apt at 2:40 to make it to the bus stop. Caught a 3:30 bus to the airport. Didn´t sleep at all on there because I talked to a US guy headed to Venice the whole way. Slept a bit on the plane to Girona but talked to another guy on the bus into Barcelona. I did, however crash once I arrived at the hostel. I did off and on wolf management research and napping; napping helped with the bad headache. I went out exploring a bit looking for fruit for dinner, not at all really hungry but craving fruit.

Back at the hostel I met some really cool people.
hahah, internet is about to go off, I´ll have to finish this later, want to let Anna onto the computer. Besos

I leave for Spain, tomorrow

Can't hardly believe it!
One, because I'm going to be screwed as far as hw goes. When I return, I'll have 2 days to write 2 ten page papers, one of which I need to research for (kill me after I've enjoyed Spain before the 20th when the papers are due) and the next day I'll have an exam. Papers are worth 60% of my grade and exam is worth 70%.
Why did I do this to myself?
Possible solution: finish all the wolf management research tonight. Take it with me and work on outlining and brainstorming while waiting in the airport and on the bus. Take exam notes with me to study on plane and bus rides. When I am back, don't sleep and write like crazy. Pray really hard during Semana Santa that my muse will come back from vacation to help me out.

So Spain, here is the travel plan
Leave at 2:40 am for the bus station. 3:30-4:30 am ride bus from Galway to Shannon. 6:45-10:45 flight to Barcelona. Check out Barcelona sola until Anna arrives late at night from France.
Spend April 6, 7 8, 9 and first part of 10 in Barcelona.
April 10 take a bus back to Girona, fly to Sevilla and arrive in the evening. Spend April 10, 11, 12 in Sevilla.
Take a bus early on the 13th, spend the 13th in Cordoba.
Take a bus to Granada and spend April 14, and 15 there.
Take a bus to Madrid, spend the 16th and 17th there

After all of that couch surfing, only one couch found, in Madrid. And not through the website, but one of Anna's friends. Oh well, it was a try I guess.
No real plans of what to do when in Spain, just a list of recommendations of things to do. I'm excited. I think the only things we need to still take care of are buses, which should be easy enough to either get there or do online at a computer at the hostel in Barcelona, and make a reservation for the Alhambra in Granada. other than that there are only a few bumps in this road that I have faith will work itself out, but I'll wait to share after they do, so as to only have good things to share, hopefully ;)

First emotional break down of the semester

And on the last day too, go figure

Well recap: I think i did we on that test that I studied last minute for. I got both papers due this week turned in. I went out to Monroe's Tuesday and have a lovely time, saw bunches of lovely people who make me happy. Also met a really hot and attractive personality-wise (he's into the idea of volunteering around after graduating for college, I didn't realize there were more of us!) American guy who was in two of my classes this semester. Really bummed that I hadn't met him earlier. For all of my loudness and out-going and adventurousness in worldly things, I'm still shy/not out-going with guys, esp when I find them attractive. That and people just don't interact in classes here. Another thing I don't really like about the school system here. Ok, so Wednesday I had classes. That evening I went out to a friend's bday party but didn't go out once it went to the clubs b/c I had to study for a test. But I had so much fun, I really don't know why I've been so antisocial I do it b/c I'm supposedly working on my hw but no hw is ever actually achieved... wasting time, fruitlessly, on couchsurfers.com.

Anyways, Mandy came back to my apt to use my reliable internet for class registration. Well, we wound up not studying/paper writing and just hanging out. My plan to wake early fell through when I misset my alarm... wound up being just fine. The teacher gave us the test prompt beforehand so all i had to do was write out my answer before hand and remember it. I think I did well on the test today. So today I finished all of my classes for the semester. Weird, that was so short/fast.

It has actually been a bunch of lovely days back to back to back here in Galway. Today it was 59 and sunny. I just love sunny days. They make me all happy inside. today, in between my test and class, and then on the walk home I just sort of strolled along, listening to happy music on my ipod, with my eyes closed as the sun kissed my cheek. I love it.

Well, so I was in a lovely state of happiness until later today when I, just recently had a breakdown. Damn. So Anna and I decided Couch surfing is not working out and it's time to book hostels. Well, I let us both down by holding out so long b/c things aren't available or what is is expensive. So, we got Barcelona taken care of for decent prices, I guess. It was searching for hostels in Seville that I started to breakdown. Goodness I'm ridiculous. One, i think staring at the computer for that long and dealing with money just gives me a headache, no bueno. Then the unavailability of anything under 60 euro sort of set me off. What I hate more than the fact that I waited so long and now will have to spend a lot of money on a hostel when, had I booked it sooner, I could have found a much better deal, is that Anna now has to suffer the monetary consequences as well. I just am disappointed. I don't usually do spontaneous things, as far as housing goes, and the one time I try with couch surfing, it doesn't work out. Goodness, I realize this is ridiculous, money is just money it'll be ok. But, maybe a person just needs a break down everynow and again and well, I haven't had one at all this semester so, maybe it was time? So, yeah, I wound up calling Mom's cell to talk and she, the heavenly soul that she is, helped calm me down and remind me that 60 isn't too bad and that if that is the most money I spend in one night then I'm ok. Now, in a calmer state, with a headache after that cry meltdown (I hate crying/being emotional, it gives me a headache), i realize many people spend more than 60 on drinks in a single weekend. I don't drink and so I haven't done such a thing and I guess this money was overdue to be spent? Whatever, I still feel bad that I'll have to spend so much on a night and that Anna will have to too. Oh well, Spain will just have to really rock our faces off, which I'm sure it will.

Blah, ok, so, don't judge me too much for being an emotional woman. I'm ok now. Just lost a whole day's worth of time for doing hw and now am exhausted/headachy and so I'm going to go to bed early instead of going out... I'm one cool college student. I'm working hard tomorrow and going out tomorrow. I need to enjoy this experience, which wont be done crying over prices, so no more of that!

And, who can really stay upset when listening to Michael Buble? Thanks Jen for the music.

Nearing the end of the scholastic semester

And on a late note too. That paper, well, I didn't start actually typing until 10:30. Then I only got a page or so done before finally quitting around 2. Woke up at 5 and finished by 9:35. It was only 5 pages long, I'm just a slow writer... But it's done and turned in. My econ paper is also now printed as well and will be turned in tomorrow, yay! One last 'yay': Anna has a friend who is from Madrid who can host us, so one of our nights' sleeping arrangements are solved! Wait, I've got one more, I've also successfully registered for fall classes.

Now to the un-pleasantries: I've a test tomorrow I'm almost ready to start studying for. I know, I know, tsk tsk (It's 11:23 here)... I got another "sorry out of town" for Barcelona couch. Have yet to start working on those other 2 essays. Found out one of the cars at home was totaled. Yeah, home is just getting hit really hard this year. I don't know how, but they're surviving, and seem cheerful enough when I talk to them. Maybe their calmness is sort of like my eerie calmness before my school work. I'm worried about it to some degree, but I know it will be ok and I'll get it done one way or another... obviously mine is a much less serious matter and is all my fault. I've been lazy, my parents haven't done anything wrong. Oh, and before we get going into Karma, I like to bring it up too, but, Karma is actually not a result of past actions in this life, but rather of previous lives. Highly doubt my parents' past lives were such that now, in 2009, they'd get their comeuppances. The universe is just out of whack. But, we'll keep hope.

Random side note: my hamstrings are killing me! I did a workout I found online yesterday. Oh, I feel it today, bad, I can tell I'm out of shape... And one more, I might see a friend from high school in a couple of weeks. Charlie Keegan is studying abroad in France and will be coming to Ireland later on. Exciting! Oh, and in Spain I might see a friend who I met volunteering with Amigos in Nicaragua. Crazy small world, huh?!

Unproductivity at its best

So yesterday the only productive thing I did was read 50 pages of a book that I'll be analyzing for my stratification paper later on and I walked to Menlo Castle to show a friend how to get there, so I got some exercise in after a day of bumming it indoors all day Friday. I also started looking at things to do in Spain.

Still no couch surfer replies, :/ , but I do have some good news: Dr. Doman has agreed to be my capstone advisor in the fall and Dra. Pites just sent me my RAC code meaning I am ALL READY FOR REGISTRATION TOMORROW. I'm excited! Oh, and potential capstone topic: the liminality of Mexican immigrants/chicanos as analyzed through their literature (not sure if I'm leaning to the drama of migrant workers, short stories... definitely not poetry though!).

Now, to writing a 20% of my grade paper for my Globalization and Democracy class that is due tomorrow. Prompt: has globalization led to the demise of the nation-state? I think not! but it has definitely compromised sovereignty in many ways. On to writing! (for real this time).

Scary Wind and finished essay

So I have not even changed out of my pjs today. I was really regretting not going for a run when I saw that the sun was out. But, at a second glance and more attentive listen, I realize it was sunny but actually raining hard, on and off, and that noise I heard wasn't just the buzzing of my laptop adapter but of the wind.

As I sit here alone in my room, sorry, that wasn't meant to sound as sad as I think it does now, I hear the wind beating away furiously at all obstacles in its path. I'm really glad to be inside, in my sweats, away from the cold and wet.

Although I have done a lot of unproductive nothingness today, I am quite proud to announce that I have indeed finished my Ivory Trade paper! So what if I meant to finish it yesterday and have already started on paper two by today. I still got one thing done and am content with that. Oy, it took a lot longer to do all my fact/reference checking, but it's done.

I've managed to check facebook and email more today than usual, if you can believe it, waiting to hear from possible couch surfer hosts. So far nothing, so, please continue to wish me luck.

Is it weird that as soon as I finished and started my "I finished my pa-per" song and dance I was kind of saddened not to have anyone to celebrate with? Irene is at the library, she's been working so hard and long all week! But I was kind of really wanting my Wendilla, Jen, Kevin and Justin to go to. I just wanted to walk away from my computer, hop on Kevin's bed and let my brain breathe (of course with all of the procrastination I've done I don't need quite an unwind as I normally do) and be entertained by silly antics in room 1509. The weather even kept Mandy and I from getting together tonight, grrr. Ok, random nostalgia, just gotta shake it off I guess and send those loves happy thoughts. I could really go for a skype chat now, this damn time difference can be quite the pain in the butt, oh well I guess.

Ok, I didn't mean to leave that sounding all sad. I'm not sad or homesick. I don't really get homesick, however I do miss people and right now was just one of those, wish you were here, moments. All is well, especially now that that paper is done!
I'm done, ttfn

Oh how time flies

So I ought to have finished my paper last night, as far as my plan goes. Well, needless to say I didn't, although I am 2/3 done, yay! I WILL finish it today and have begun at least researching for a 1200 essay due on Monday in Globalization.

So what exactly have I been doing with my time? Well, I have been figuring out flights, transport and couch surfing for this upcoming trip to Spain. Sadly, Morocco is out. Here is the plan

Fly into Barcelona on April 6, Anna will do likewise but not until around 8 pm whereas I arrive around 12. Explore Barcelona until the 10th, fly out late on the 10th to Sevilla (or Seville ;) ). Stay there for 3 days. Make our way to Granada by bus on 14th and 15th. Rachel has a friend in Granada who wont be back until the 15th but maybe I can meet up with him on his first day back. On the 16th, make our way to Madrid, fly back on the 17th.

Since the flights were set in stone, had I pursued Morocco and only done 2 days in Sevilla, one in Granada and one in Madrid, I would've only had 3 days for Morocco, not enough considering how long it would take me to get there and back, especially considering cost. So, sadly, Morocco will have to wait. I'm kind of really bummed but Spain will still be awesome.

Now I'm just anxious as I wait for couch surfers to respond to me. I'm going to send out multiple requests so as to not, as Rachel just helped me remember the saying, "put all my eggs in one basket." So, wish me luck there! Hostels are terribly expensive and are running out, so I'm playing at a bit of a risk here.

Oh, and I also managed to not spend time on my paper by worrying over registration. About half of the classes I'd written into my IDS major to take aren't being offered. So i was kind of freaking out. Turns out that it'll be ok, even grand! I'll get some last minute requirements out of the way (English lit... after all of my Spanish lit classes I now have to do one in English) and have enough free time to take a beginner language course. I'm going to learn ITALIAN in the fall! And hopefully have free time in the spring so that I can follow up. I'm excited. Which is operating quite interestingly in my system when you place it next to my anxiety of the couch surfing, which oddly enough outweighs my anxieties for all of these papers and tests I have coming up. My odd calmness before this flood of school assignments is sort of scaring me.